mary’s mosaic

pieces of my ruminating self

Summer Camp for Doctors

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As we were nearing the end of our time in London, all lamenting the fact that this extraordinary experience was coming to a close, a classmate of mine commented that the three month Diploma in Tropical Medicine course is much like summer camp. Strangers gather from all over (the world in this case), spend every day together in a small setting, share life stories and form social circles, make close friends, then abruptly all go separate ways, promising to write and wondering if they’ll ever really see each other again. This was summer camp! Only in the winter. And for a bunch of doctors interested in global health.

An old attending of mine, who did the same program in London years ago, told me that it was the best educational and most fun experience he’d had in medicine. I’d have to agree. We huddled together in a cold January classroom in the middle of the University of London campus, bound only by a shared passion for tropical medicine. Seth, a friend from medical school who also took the course and shared a flat with me, remarked that he thought it was as much about networking as about learning tropical medicine. It’s true. I made connections with doctors working and living all over the world. The best part is that the course attracted such wonderful, interesting people. Physicians who work for Medecins Sans Frontieres, perform research in Cambodia, volunteer in Kenya, work for Paul Farmer’s Partners in Health in Rwanda, act as the only pediatrician in Liberia or Southern Sudan…remarkable stories. Although not everyone taking the course had such extensive overseas experience, I can’t help but admit feeling a tinge of inadequacy surrounded by so much, well, greatness in global health. Our lecturers were also top notch, and the LSHTM school itself recently won the Gates Award for Global Health. We spent three days a week in lectures, one day at the Hospital for Tropical Diseases seeing patients, and one day in the parasitology lab looking at feces, bugs, and other unmentionables (or at least undesirables) under a microscope. What group of people wouldn’t be bonded after such grossness!

As most students who undergo the DTM&H are not from London, the course really emphasizes the social aspect of the experience as well. Our crazy and endearing course director, Tom, told us on day one that we needed a “social chair” to organize various London outings and gatherings throughout the three months. We also had a yearbook committee (yes, a yearbook–for a three month course!) and a sports day chair. Needless to say, we weren’t exactly short on activities to choose from in London. There were football matches (football as in soccer for all you yankees), happy hour every Thursday after lab (because anyone looking at tapeworms for three hours deserves a pint at Marlborough Arms), musicals (Avenue Q provided a uniquely hilarious evening), ice skating, Shakespeare at the Globe, museum exploration (the British Museum was a block from our school), and lots and lots of eating.

I felt like I really got to experience London: commuting on the tube, living in Islington, wandering through the British Museum on my lunch break, frequenting the pubs, strolling through the weekend markets. And I absolutely loved it. I miss London. I miss Europe. But I’m thankful that now, however short this stint might have been, London will always feel a bit like home to me. I also have friends and possible global health work awaiting me all over the world. The whole experience was one of those I-will-never-forget and wouldn’t-trade-it-for-anything sort of periods in my life. Perhaps just like any memorable summer camp.

Home

Michael and I have finally, after five months of studying and traveling in Europe, made it home.  After recovering sufficiently from jet lag, I hope to form some coherent thoughts on both our time in London, as well as our extensive travel afterwards.  My blogging fell by the wayside in recent months, which makes me all the more eager to pursue literary processing.  But for now, thoughts on home.

Every time I return to Seattle from abroad, I undergo a transition period, often entailing shock at the large width of the roads and awe at the extent of consumer choices.  I assumed this re-entry would be no different, but for some reason, this time, it just is.  I wonder if Europe simply doesn’t provide as much of a culture shock as other, more exotic, destinations.  Places such as India, Kenya, Cambodia–all with levels of extreme poverty–are just inherently more striking when juxtaposed to the affluent American culture.  The European way of living, although in many ways drastically different than the North American, is still in the same stratosphere. 

Even after being away for five months, I just don’t feel that displaced.  Usually I am a bit in awe of everything in returning home.  But not this time.  It’s not that I’m not excited–happy to see friends and family and our house.  Thankful to have the flexibility of a car, cook in my own kitchen, frequent the movies, use the internet from home…

But I can’t deny the fact that I already miss Europe.  And it’s not just vacation or the grand vistas that I long for.  It’s the lifestyle.  Whether it be the exciting rush and endless entertainment opportunities of a big city like London, or the quiet evening gatherings of chatting adults and children playing soccer in a town square in Greece.  Here, I get in my car to go to the grocery store or visit a friend.  I just don’t like that.  I want walkable community.  I miss the markets and the gathering squares.  I miss the afternoon siestas and the leisurely way of meals.  I find myself trying to hold on to some of that culture, but succumbing to the reality that my efforts to maintain a European je-ne-sais-quoi probably won’t last.  Despite its non-European flavor, Seattle does have good lattes and dim sum, breathtaking mountains and sea, green trees and an organically-minded culture.  Most importantly, the emerald city claims so many people I love.  And for that, it’s good to be home.

Hiatus

Cheers from London!  For those of you still stumbling (or stalking?) upon mary’s mosaic, I wanted to let you know that I will be taking a several month hiatus from my blog home.  I’m currently in London, enjoying all the wonderful aspects of this international city and will be heading all over Europe come April.  Therefore, Michael and I have set up a blog to chronicle our journey at Across the Pond.  I will, of course, return to my beloved mary’s mosaic when I make it back stateside.  Until then, please check out Across the Pond and be in touch!

Ode to Gracie

Most people blog about their children, but since we don’t have any kids yet, this is my little tribute to our “baby,” Gracie. We adopted Gracie from a co-worker of mine in residency who was living alone in a condo with a great loft that unfortunately lacked a bedroom door. Working long 30 hour shifts in residency, she would come home desperate for some sleep, but little Gracie just wanted to play. Admittedly, she is a bit of a high maintenance kitty. So Adrienne began looking for a new home for her friendly (read: needy) pretty feline, unwilling to send her back to the pound, but in desperate need of some uninterrupted sleep.

Mike and I were pondering a dog adoption at the time, but realized that with me in residency and Mike working full time as well as going to school in the evenings, it just wasn’t a good time for us to get a dog. So we considered a cat instead. Mike was skeptical at first (”does she hiss?”) but as soon as we met her we were won over. The first few nights we brought her home she did test our resolve in the wee hours of the morning, sitting on our chests, mewing us awake. But after a few days she settled down a bit into a frequent, but more appropriate, cuddler.

Now we have spent a few years with our Gracie and, in true pet form, have come up with numerous nicknames along the way: tiger, little egg, grace love. A tad pathetic, I know. But we do cherish her. As an “only child” she is admittedly quite spoiled. She basically has her own bathroom downstairs, as well as reign over the rest of the house. But she is so affectionate, unusually curious and involved for a cat, never hisses or scratches at anyone, and really is quite beautiful.

Over time, we’ve gotten to know her little quirks. Like how she loves to lounge in front of the fire, attentively watch us cook, and sit in our empty suitcases pre-vacation packing. With all of our big traveling bags out right now, I think she knows something is afoot. And although it is just five months apart, I know we will mourn her absence. No matter what “real” babies come along (who certainly would take over our home and this blog), Gracie will always hold a special place in our hearts. We’ll miss you Gracie!

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Lounging on the deck–her favorite place to be!

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Enjoying some quality time with her papa

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Hiding in the cupboard

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Gracie on the prowl

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She’s even great with kids!

Almost Gone

Michael and I are now less than two weeks away from leaving for London. Although I am a diligent planner and have had the last couple of weeks off from work, for some reason reaching the two week mark seemed to be the threshold of, well, some mild panic. All of a sudden, it seems, there are all these events that are occurring after we leave. We have coupons that expire and concerts in town and meetings that are scheduled… but we won’t be here any longer. This fact seems to make our departure all that more imminent.  We have also said our first goodbyes to friends, as many are heading out of town for the holidays.

My to-do list now has just over a week to clear itself and I have noticed a palpable anxiety. Excitement of course, (London and our travels throughout Europe will undoubtedly be fun) but laced with anxiety–akin to planning a wedding. I’m ecstatic about this whole adventure, but I’m also apprehensive about getting everything done.  But, just like a wedding, I know it will all come together eventually.  Or at least the things that don’t come together will likely not matter.   After all, we’re getting to experience living and studying in London and exploring Europe–I’m thankful for that regardless of what my to-do list looks like in the end!

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